Walt says “You better run that shit off like a boss, Real Niggas dont cry so i bet not find out you’re cryin” What a sensitive and understanding best friend i have….
Lets see how this goes with my cry baby ass!
Never have i experienced the need of food for comfort, but after shedding tears on the plane ride from Wichita Falls to Dallas i felt like nothing could pacify me and stop the tears from missing my Love bug that i had only left not even an hour before. Waiting for my next flight i slept a little bit, but when i woke up the first thing i saw was a mcdonalds bag…. So i went on the search of all searches to locate the mcdonalds in the airport and when i found it i looked around and saw so many healthy choices around it, but what did Sharmaine do? I said eff it and got some Mcdonalds Two double cheeseburgers a medium fry and a sierra mist, i ate every last bit and all was better in the world again lol until i finally touched down in Cali and realized that once again i was alone, and it would remain that way until he was home. The crazy part is, is that i hadnt had soda nor Mcdonalds in over a year, but omg it taste so good and took away the absent feeling that i had….. Lets just hope that never happens again, though the feeling of him not being present will never surpass i cant always go to food for comfort.
Mon-Fri I wake up at 4am for work and go to the gym mid day. So on weekends i set my alarm to 4am to get up and got to the gym, but it never fails! I’ll wake up turn it off and go right back to sleep, lol and end up going around 7am. One of these mornings im not going to go back to sleep and im going to get my behind up and work out at the time intended! Lol i have faith…
ive decided to do the 30 day challenge for myself and so my followers can get to know me a little better.
wt: im not weighing myself just yet, im going off of measurements